My husband?? I just asked a question but it needs some clarification?

I thought that I could get decent answer without going into the story but with people taking his side and feeling sorry for him I just want to let you know. He asked me for a divorce first, he told me it was over, he told me there was nothing i could do to save our marriage, he told me he was in love with his ex, and he wasn't in love with me and that he would never love me. I was heartbroken and depressed to the brink of suicide. A friend of mine helped me out a lot and he made me happy again by being the perfect friend to me. Then my husband decided he wanted me back. I don't know if I can trust that he won't break my heart again. He claims that he doesn't love his ex anymore (which he told me before we got married), he claims he loves me, he claims that he will do anything to keep me in his life. I just can't go through that pain and heartbreak again and I don't trust him enough not to do it again so it's over. He just won't accept though. I don't want him to go through what I did